palm day

i had my palm read by a co-worker who had psychic abilities. this was after some eager persuasions by another friend. besides, i was never a fan of fortune telling and related stuffs… so i really need some persuasion. for me, these stuffs should not be taken seriously, rather purely for pleasure and entertainment. ironically, some people tend to pattern their lives to whatever fortune/fate they are told of to the extent that unknowingly, it already dictates their lives. anyway, just for the fun of it, i subscribed to my friend’s persuasion.

how did it go? she told me that she feels that i have even stronger family ties now. she feels that the closeness in my family is slowly resurging. true enough, i feel more closer to family than before, especially with all these happenings in my life. i feel more loved, not that i was spared of it before, but I just felt more and more coming. add to that, i am deeply inspired with how relationship is getting tighter in my mama’s family. time may have outgrown them physically, but never had it affected their relationship with each other.

what else? she told me that there are two significant persons in my past haunting or looking for me. my initial reaction is to find out whether these are ghosts or some supernatural beings. to my disappointment, she doesn’t have the answer. so, i’d like to believe that they are human beings, happily searching for me. hehehe. i was also told that i’ve had 3 significant relationships in my past and 2 more significant coming. besides that, i’ve had and will have several petty relationships on the side. generally speaking, she told me that mine will be a colorful life. weird though, coz’ memory lane fails to tell me who/what these past relationships are? huh! tsk. tsk. i might check on that again.

every once in a while, these fortune telling stuffs maybe an effective avenue for self-affirmation—of how things are presently positioned in our lives. maybe, they also serve as little warnings of what has yet to come. or perhaps, maybe they also give us less than great expectations of the future—of life and of love. …just maybe. while we satisfy our selves with these affirmations, warnings and less than great expectations, we should always remind ourselves that there is nothing far greater than hope and faith in whatever He will provide for us. God is just so good.