mama is so worried about her condition. papa said she's depressed of her condition but that's normal because she's apprehensive of the possible negative result of her medical tests. i myself is very troubled, saddened by the fact that at this point of time, mama and papa should already have started seizing their liberty after having raised us well, provided us with the best education, and went through a lot of hell just to put us to where we are now. i know the advancement of technology has improved science and medicine through the years. i know (hope and pray) mama will get to see her apos. but what affects and pains me most beyond belief that there is a cure to whatever sickness mama has, is the fact that she has to go through all these worrying, all these doubts and fears, all these apprehensions. where supposedly, she should have already started fulfilling her own personal dreams and desires. those dreams that no longer include us, her children, in the picture. her wishes for herself besides from seeing us happy with our careers and finally settled--to whatever it is that the deepest of her heart desires.
i learned from tricia that the bautista sisters went to bacolod to extend their moral support to mama as she underwent CT Scan to aid in the diagnosis. i could not thank them enough for showing how family truly meant family. for whatever purpose God has in these trying times, i know well that there is something better into it. as for now, let's continue to pray and hope for the best for mama and our family. God is a good!
i love you mama!
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hi jom, baw my sweet side ka man gali...hehehe i choose to make a comment here coz i know how it feels to have a parent who have illness, like dad before and baw tani makita ni moms mu mga apo niya so mangasawa kagid girl eh hehehe. what can i say,well jom for your parents esp. for your mom you have to show na strong man kmo and help her see the brighter side of life to avoid negative thoughts, in that way ma lessen worry niya devah. and tell her you love her magpuli ka embrace her call her beautiful or gorgeous indi na mama hehehe and e shopping then bakli salakyan and rest house HAHAHA basta keep all the lovin. Life is so short for everyone make it worth mwaaah God bless you and your family all the way,keep the faith....take care gwapsÜ
many many thanks... (=
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