decisions, decisions

this week has been a period of discernment for me. to exaggerate things, i was, and still am, in deep contemplation. and it's about my job.

decisions, decisions.

the choices:

a. to continue my work as an internal control associate (for a future career in internal audit, compliance, systems and methods etc... or a career in the US, perhaps).

b. or to transfer to another (bigger) multinational (too) company... for a different positon--project development blah blah... (don't know it technically, but it sounds great!hehehe)

the pros and cons:

for choice a:
- i wont complete my contract--a major problem (do i have to pay bond?)
- i feel ashamed to my boss. she has been good to me, and the least i could do is be loyal.
- i won't be able to finish our work objectives for the year
- i actually don't know what i am losing (of course, the so-called oppurtunity cost!)
- i might get trapped in the private world
- i would give up my cubicle, computer and locker (hopefully, it'll be replaced)

for choice b:
- security of tenure. i need that, badly (it comes with better pay)
- my co-workers are of the same age as mine (the same wavelength)
- more exposure (could end up to a career in sales too)
- more accessible
- lot's of company freebies, i assume (hehehe)
- i have no idea how things work in this company. absolutely zilch.


and still, there are a lot more things i have to consider......

let's see, tomorrow, things might be clearer.
might be.